curious ab me? read a little :3
pain is the language by which i am understood. whom i do not wound,
i do not claim
who am i?

⠀hello im h3siod, my irl name is nigel
im 17yrs, im from tx unfortunately,
im a junior in hs, im ftm (he / him)

my dms are open on discord to talk whenever! im open to teaching anybody, giving tips, doing trades, and in general js lf art friends! dont be afraid to contact me.

im bipolar, i struggle a lot with motivation, i dont draw that often unless i have a ton of free time and motivation!

what do i like?

⠀im a man of many interests...

lets start with the obvious fine arts, i love ballet, i love opera, i love theatre, i love acting, i love movies, i love film, i love illustration, and i love painting. my favorite of the fine arts probably is opera, orchestra, and illustration. i have a weird relationship with all of these... i kind of have a love hate relationship with them... and i hate them because it feels like its mutual... like fine arts has a love hate relationship with you as well. its all so hard on you body and soul, the expectations and dedication.

i also love psychology... i do my best to understand everything around the world and view it from its roots. being as nuanced as possible is very important to me, i always try to see both sides of the story, the inbetweens, and the causes. i try my hardest to always see everybody's perspectives. i try not to be, but i kind of am like a performative male "devils advocate" LOL. bear with me...

my favorite films, shows, and movies are probaby...
whiplash, interview with the vampire (the show), the pitt, beautiful boy, dead poets society, mysterious skin, phantom of the opera, NBC hannibal, like minds, summer of 85, little women, and maybe sweeney todd.